xxxemolovexxxx

likes
ice cream yammy lol
writing stories and poetry
hot emo boys
walking under the rain ( i know it's so dramatic but i like it")
my friends they mean the world to me

hates
fackes and posers (get a fucking life)
haters (stop being so fucking judgmental )
when people blow smoke in ur face ( li i'm talking about u lol)
when u eat alot and u feel like u gonna blow up do u know that feeling no ?
narcissistics


music " rock emo screamo punk and pop "

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
the all american rejects
Boys Like Girls
Blink 182
Bring me The Horizon
Bullet For My Valentine
Escape The Fate
Fall Out Boy
Funeral For A Friend
Good Charlotte
Marilyn Manson
My Chemical Romance
The Butterfly Effect
The Used
britney spears she's cool dudes i love her and i have one thing to say about her she's back and she's even better
it's britney bitch lol

my favourite people in the world

tyson ritter and martin johnson they're the hottest emo guys out there come on look at theme right


my favourite saying are
depression .....is just a facy word of saying that u're daying inside

xxx when will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade and that those cuts leave scars upon our soulxxx


these are some of my shit



yes i cut myself
sometimes i feel like life is not fair like the only reason i'm here is to be miserable and sad when people hurt u bad and i mean really bad and u feel that u're hated by others then u start to cut yourseld just to experience another feeling : pain
to me i've rather feel pain than nothing at all



i'll put some more later + stories i've witting i would like u to tell me what u think send me some of ur stuff too

peace out
xxxlovexxx

Inside that feeling of depression..........
It's not just a silly superstiotion...........
It's hard to make this confession........

I'm buried alive.................
I believe that no one can help me to survive.............................
I'm sick of this pathetic life...............
and i think it's all based on a horrible big lie..................

still there..laying there
inside that fearful place.....
where a feeling of death hung upon the air..........
oh god this's so unfair.............
my life has become an abhorrent endless nightmare................

inside that gloomy place..
where every thing is dark and..........
and the sun will never shine upon my pale face................
oh god how can i get rid of all these choking scares? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
how can i get out of this frightening place............

so hard to get rid of the weight of thise feeling laying inside my brittle poor heart...........
this feeling of depression it makes me fall apart..........

i've been living my alone
trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you

you're once a dream that came true
an illusion that turned to reality
but suddenly, things turned differently
the way they used to be
untill such time i have no choice but to let you go

you're the reason for my sleepless nights
coz you keep stayin' on my mind
i can't help myself from crying
coz i'm missing you so much........

all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind
i miss you so much
coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you

my life will never be the same again
now that you're gone
i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever
unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....

I thought this was a letter I would never have to write,
I hoped my tongue was something I could bite.
I've realized its just something I cannot do,
Here are my feelings, just a few.
First, I'm still so In Love with you, after all this time,
You told me the same, then left me, what a crime.
Time has passed, everyday you're on my mind,
Your love is with someone else now, what a bind.
I'm so jealous, he's the luckiest guy I know,
I can't do this friendship thing anymore, so off I go.
The pain of losing you is still fresh in my brain,
even after almost 2 years, everyday my heart feels the pain.
Will we ever be together again, i say as I sob and mope
as each day passes, I lose a little more hope.